Ms Coolet

coolet @ 2004-05-30T01:31:00

2004-05-30T08:46:40Z

i've always dreamed and prayed for someone to come along...and now that i think someone deserving is finally here...i'm beginning to feel scared. why can't i allow myself to be happy for once? and to tell it to his face that i'm not ready..crushed him. i blew it, didn't i?

coolet @ 2004-05-02T02:34:00

2004-05-02T09:58:30Z

Just got home from a bbq/drinking session and I'm still wide awake. This is what i get from working graveyard.
Anyhow, I was chatting with a friend from PI and found out that my ex, my first love, my childhood sweetheart (*gags*) hehe just got married! Kaya pala he tried to contact me the day before his wedding but i was too busy with work, i didn't get the chance to talk to him. It's too weird 'cuz for some odd reason, i dreamt about him for the past two consecutive nights! I saw some of their wedding pictures and they both looked happy. I'm not bitter or anything, I'm actually happy for him. I'm sure he'll be a ~~good~~ great husband.

Here's an excerpt from a song i fell in love with:

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
You're the other half that makes me whole
You're the only other half that makes me whole

coolet @ 2004-04-19T15:52:00

2004-04-19T22:55:26Z

hello everyone! i'm back! i don't know if this is a good thing or not hahaha but what the heck, right?!

i've recently started working 'nights/graveyard' and i must say that i like it better than working days! i miss the nightlife though, hah, like i have such a life hehe. i do like my schedule though, id only be working 3-4 nights/week.

im just oh-so-bored right now so im just stopping by to say hi!

claire, r u coming next month? george said u better be here! =D

ciao!

coolet @ 2004-03-03T21:20:00

2004-03-04T05:24:46Z

What a crappy night!

coolet @ 2004-02-29T19:23:00

2004-03-01T03:23:48Z

It's been a very long, stressful weekend. I was called in to work OT last Friday. Apparently one of my co-workers took an emergency leave. While at work, I spoke with my manager about changing my shift to 7p-7a. I'm also thinking of working at Surgical Intensive Care Unit. Ahh..decisions, decisions...One more month and i can kiss my social/night life goodbye, heh, like i have one. Around 3pm I got a call from mekz who was here in vegas (connecting flight) for a couple hours, was on his way back to SFO from Virginia. too bad i couldn't meet up with him but i'm glad his dad's doing ok now.

Saturday was interesting. I've been chosen to be one of kirsten's godparents. Here's a pic of me and my niece =)

A lot of relatives and friends from Phils, Ca, NY, Hi, etc. came to witness that special event. It was quite a thrill seeing stranged old friends and relatives, some i haven't even seen in so many years. And yeah, i got those "where's ur boyfriend?", "tona, u're gonna be next to have ur own kids", when are u getting married?" and one from rene, my bro-in-law..."hah! u'r getting old, u need to get married soon!" It really annoys me when people start making these conversations. Why can't they just leave me alone?

We decided to go and check out the bars/clubs and ended up going to ghost bar and bikinis.
Hey claire, i know i haven't taken u to bikinis yet...remind me to take u next time u go here!! haha u will love it there, i promise =P

hey, it's me while waiting for my ride!

it's the 29th! enjoy it while it lasts =)
tonight, we're having friends come over for bbq night. u're invited, but then again u're not here.

ciao!

coolet @ 2004-02-26T00:22:00

2004-02-26T08:23:48Z

rain, rain, go away. come again another day....

coolet @ 2004-02-11T22:51:00

2004-02-12T06:53:24Z

sometimes i just wanna bite her!

coolet @ 2004-02-08T00:45:00

2004-02-08T08:44:13Z

i took japs at mandalay bay to see hilary duff's concert. eversince she found out that hilary duff's having a concert here in vegas, she's been buggin like crazy! "we have to go see it, auntie...u have to promise u'r taking me!" --haha i swear she can be so annoying. it was 8 am, mind u i was still sleeping, when she called my cell just to remind me that tonight will be "IT" and the show doesn't even start 'til 7:30pm! but ofcourse it didn't stop there, she had to call every couple hours just to remind me over and over again!

we got to the hotel and the valet/parking garage was full. we had to go to luxor and walk towards mandalay, which wasn't bad..but it was really cold. anyway, we passed by rum jungle..haha oh goodness! bad memories! =/

got to the events center, seated, started to call/text my co-worker 'cuz we were supposed to meet up but she was nowhere to be found. oh well. the show went ahh pretty well. ~~she's not really that of a good singer~~ she can sing but she doesn't have a wide range, i could hear the instrumentalists and the back-up singers more than her on some of her songs (but at least it was live unlike britney who sang along with her tracks *lol*) but she's really cute and the kids totally dig her style lol. i can't believe my niece knew all the lyrics to her songs.

got home and found kirsten on my bed. my sister's workin and apparently her husband is out somewhere. she's waking up...i better go cuddle with her hehe.

one more week and it's valentine's day! who wants to go out with me? blah!

goodnight!

coolet @ 2004-02-04T23:30:00

2004-02-05T07:33:07Z

edit

i'm smart, ~~but not when it comes to love =(~~

he's fucked up so many times in the past and when he asked for another chance, i gave it to him. i gave him one last chance to be with me, and he freakin blew it! he's been constantly disappointing me. now why would i be with someone who doesn't even care about how i feel? ayoko naman maging tanga noh!

moving on....

there's this guy, i've known him for 3 yrs now and lately he's been calling/texting. for some odd reason, everytime im having problems with my so-called lovelife..he pops out of nowhere. it's weird..but i dunno, i don't really have time to date, not this soon..but we'll see.

/edit

pictures from the disney show.

2004-01-27T05:35:19Z

Here's Cinderella with her Prince.

Minnie & Mickey Mouse

Princess Jasmine with her prince, Ali.

Snow White & her 7 little dwarfs.

The Little Mermaid

Belle with the beast & sleeping beauty with her prince.

Cinderella...

Grand Finale.

tgif...

2004-01-24T08:25:10Z

I'm glad that this week is almost over, it surely went by fast. I'm off work today so I opted to the fashionshow mall. I've spent 4 hours in that mall and I still have yet to go back and check out the other stores! There were a lot of stores that went on sale and it's really hard to resist such good deals hehe...

So there i was walking with all these bags when i accidentally ran into L2 and his girl. I haven't seen him for so long so we just stopped and said hi then he introduced me to his girlfriend. Cheri was right, there's a certain resemblance (maybe it's the hair, or poise, or the way we dress)..but she's much taller so mas bagay sila. Nainggit tuloy ako..hahaha NOT!

After shopping, I decided to go check out goldilocks. The store just opened monday, thank goodness..i'll never have to crave for some and get them shipped from cali =P

Earlier this evening, I took the brats to see Disney On Ice at The Orleans Arena. It was a lot of fun. Adrian didn't enjoy it as much as Japs did though. He said it was too gay! hahaha wtf?! He kept bugging me the whole entire time to leave Japs so she could go ahead and watch the show while we go to the arcade instead. Luckily, i was able to talk him through it and he stopped buggin...for a while at least! In the middle of the show, this girl playing cinderella, had to do a double flip..adrian goes, "eeww auntie tona, i saw her underwear! gross!" hahaha! i swear he's too funny at times.

On a different note, i found something out that sorta threw me off. I don't know why it did but i guess it's just natural to feel that certain way. I knew it would come..i just didn't expect it this soon. But anyway, i've come to realize some things and i guess i'll be fine.

coolet @ 2004-01-22T20:55:00

2004-01-23T05:05:39Z

I just went to visit my 4-month old niece and oh my goodness! Look how adorable she is! =D

ski trip..

2004-01-19T09:13:50Z

Got back tonight from skiing all weekend. I had so much fun although i fell a couple times and my whole body aches like it never did before! =D

coolet @ 2004-01-16T00:47:00

2004-01-16T09:37:45Z

I've been so busy lately with work, seminars, my singing group, and other church related activities. ohhkay..the latter seems pretty off 'cuz i don't consider myself that 'religious' but i try to be a good girl anyway =D

I was talking to this guy earlier and he pushed the issue of religion. I don't initiate this conversation to anyone 'cuz i know people usually get sensitive when it comes to this topic. Heck, i don't even like talking about it, really. Anyway, he asked me some stuff which i did try to answer to the best of my knowledge and he ended up arguing with me.~ggahh! He obviously didn't like what he heard.

It's ski time this weekend. I'm heading to Brian Head, Utah with some friends/co-workers. It's going to be fun!

My new niece is finally here! Ang dame ko nang pamangkin! I don't have to have my own, i can just borrow one from my siblings =D

coolet @ 2003-12-31T02:00:00

2003-12-31T09:49:45Z

i just wanted to drop by and greet everyone a happy new year!

coolet @ 2003-11-27T00:58:00

2003-11-27T09:01:13Z

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! =)

coolet @ 2003-11-08T22:52:00

2003-11-09T06:48:14Z

coolet @ 2003-11-05T23:27:00

2003-11-06T07:22:56Z

jacked from some random site =P

10 DIFFERENT CLOTHING BRANDS IN YOUR CLOSET:
1. armani exchange
2. banana republic
3. bebe
4. dolce & gabbana
5. diesel
6. victoria's secret
7. ralph lauren
8. abercrombie & fitch
9. a.b.s.
10. ann taylor and more...

9 THINGS I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO
1. this weekend. it's one of my godson's birthday
2. possible dinner with a friend but then again i might cancel
3. going back to the gym
4. getting a haircut
5. payday
6. mall getaway
7. thanksgiving
8. christmas cantata in december where i get to sing solo
9. going back to the phils?

8 THINGS I WEAR EVERYDAY
1. undergarments
2. jeans/pants
3. shirt/sweater
4. shoes
5. purse
6. lipgloss
7. smile
8. elle/lightblue

7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
1. clutters
2. assholes/bitches
3. unwanted text msgs
4. people who can not drive
5. waiting too long
6. people who stare
7. taglish to the extreme! =D

6 THINGS I TOUCH DAILY
1. my body *wink*
2. keys
3. cell phone
4. keyboard
5. my hair
6. food

5 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
1. sleep
2. shower
3. eat
4. go online
5. watch tv/news

4 PEOPLE I LIKE TO SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH
1. adrian
2. jappy
3. kirsten
4. ur name here

3 MOVIES I COULD WATCH AGAIN AND AGAIN
1. finding nemo
2. ever after
3. my bestfriend's wedding

2 FAVORITE SONGS OF THE MOMENT
1. calling all angels by train
2. yellow by coldplay

1 PERSON I COULD SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH
1. none at the moment

trick or treat!!!

2003-10-28T09:52:00Z

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
coolet goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as a sexy but wicked witch =P
benson_ph gives you 19 mauve cola-flavoured jelly beans.
bongasious gives you 16 tan mint-flavoured jelly beans.
coolet gives you 2 red grapefruit-flavoured pieces of taffy.
powderblue gives you 19 brown licorice-flavoured miniature candy bars.
raekwon95 tricks you! You lose 8 pieces of candy!
rjmae gives you 8 light yellow orange-flavoured gummy fruits.
topski gives you 14 orange mint-flavoured gummy bears.
tris tricks you! You get a used tissue.
coolet ends up with 70 pieces of candy, and a used tissue.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

coolet @ 2003-10-26T23:19:00

2003-10-27T07:21:05Z

something happened this weekend and my life will never be the same again.

are u ready for halloween???

boo!

coolet @ 2003-10-14T23:26:00

2003-10-15T06:36:27Z

i'm highly addicted to donkey kong, it's not even funny! since i've been missing work and been staying at home lately..i haven't done anything but play donkey kong! there was even a point where i don't stop playing my gameboy advance sp until my fingers get numb. even raekwon95 bought his own donkey kong game 'cuz he'd always hear me playing that game over the phone!

this is bad..i even dreamt about it last night! =D

coolet @ 2003-10-12T20:05:00

2003-10-13T03:06:29Z

i hate being sick!

my week/end...

2003-10-06T01:06:15Z

hello everyone! i just had a very busy week which was mostly spent ~~working~~ partying! *points at claire* yup, blame it on her! =D

-my niece-

first of all, id like to welcome my newly born niece, Kirsten Joelle! another brat has yet been added to the family =D. my sister requested for me to go in the delivery room 'cuz her husband wasn't doing quite well . it's their first baby so go figure. as i walked in the room, i saw my bro-in-law looking all tired and pale. i think he was more nervous than my sister. so then my sister had a contraction and she had to push, i tried to be as helpful as i can and it's funny 'cuz when my sister was trying to push, i myself felt like pushing and i was holding my breath as well!=D i can't imagine myself giving birth although id love to have my own kids in the future, but damn, why do women go through all that?! so anyway, after all the pushing and &%^&*#*-ing the baby finally came out and OMG! haha i won't spill all the details but i must say that she's so freakin adorable=) she's a bit tiny cuz she came out a lil early (3 weeks) but she's healthy and that's all that matters and the best part is, she gets to share her birthday with her mom. my sister said it's the best gift she's ever received *awwwe* =)

-what a pleasant surprise!

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hello everyone! i just had a very busy week which was mostly spent <strike>working</strike> partying! *points at claire* yup, blame it on her! =D

-my niece-
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first of all, id like to welcome my newly born niece, Kirsten Joelle! another brat has yet been added to the family =D. my sister requested for me to go in the delivery room 'cuz her husband wasn't doing quite well . it's their first baby so go figure. as i walked in the room, i saw my bro-in-law looking all tired and pale. i think he was more nervous than my sister. so then my sister had a contraction and she had to push, i tried to be as helpful as i can and it's funny 'cuz when my sister was trying to push, i myself felt like pushing and i was holding my breath as well!=D <IMG SRC="http://home.villagephotos.com/2003-9/25729/kirsten.jpg" BORDER="0" ALIGN="right" WIDTH="100" HEIGHT="99">i can't imagine myself giving birth although id love to have my own kids in the future, but damn, why do women go through all that?! so anyway, after all the pushing and &%^&*#*-ing the baby finally came out and OMG! haha i won't spill all the details but i must say that she's so freakin adorable=) she's a bit tiny cuz she came out a lil early (3 weeks) but she's healthy and that's all that matters and the best part is, she gets to share her birthday with her mom. my sister said it's the best gift she's ever received *awwwe* =)

-what a pleasant surprise!
<IMG SRC="http://home.villagephotos.com/2003-9/25729/meFlower.jpg" BORDER="0" ALIGN="left" "WIDTH="150" HEIGHT="129">coming home from a long day at work thursday night, i received a note posted by the door. apparently, there was something delivered for me but unfortunately noone was home at the time. it said on the note that the delivery person left it to one of my neighbors. not having any clue what it was, i went next door and my neighbor, ken, answered the door for me. he handed me this long box (approximately 3 ft long)..and whoah! i was surprised when i saw it. aren't they pretty? i really liked 'em. see, i even had to fake a smile (even if i was really upset) nyahaha! ok i'm being a dork! but uhmm..i think it was nice of him to send me these flowers just because he was sorry for whatever he did. i really appreciate it, but...we need to talk.

-innocent fun =P-
<IMG SRC="http://home.villagephotos.com/2003-9/25681/meclaire3.jpg" BORDER="0" ALIGN="right" "WIDTH="150" HEIGHT="129">a good friend of mine came to visit. hah! talk about perfect timing! if u'r reading this, u should very well know what i'm talking about. anyway, claire's bf had to go to cali this weekend which is a good thing 'cuz we spent all of our free time partying..without annoying BF's that are constantly putting us girls on check! hahaha! we headed to the moose wednesday night. i haven't been in this club for a long time and id have to say it was more fun back then =P
friday night was spent at <a href="http://www.hardrock.com/casinos/vegas/">baby's at hardrock hotel</a>.<IMG SRC="http://home.villagephotos.com/2003-9/25729/meclaire1.jpg" BORDER="0" ALIGN="left" WIDTH="200" HEIGHT="260"> i've never been so faded! haha guys be jockin left and right =D but i must say that we tried to be on our best behavior or maybe not =D 'cuz i remember us girls roaming around the vip lounge/dancefloor with drinks spilling all over, where shirts, pants, purse, and not to mention shoes have randomly gotten wet, i remember claire trying to dance on top of the table =D and the security person had to stop her =/, i remember me and claire dancing to "I love rock and roll" hahaha yes, we were that drunk! i remember going to the hip-hop lounge and this dude left the girl he was dancing with and turned to claire instead! we were walking on our way out and this dude kept following us. he tried to talk us into hanging out with him or i don't know what he freakin wanted 'cuz i didn't pay much attention but claire went up to his face and said, "don't u know what NO means?" which is good 'cuz the guy had to back-off after that! hahaha =D overall, we had so much fun. it was definitely one of the best nights.
then came saturday night. we wanted to check out <a href="http://www.vegasstripsearch.com/nightclub/rain.htm">rain</a>, so we did.<IMG SRC="http://home.villagephotos.com/2003-9/25729/rain.jpg" BORDER="0" ALIGN="right" WIDTH="100" HEIGHT="67"> it was packed as always. the place was huge, but the dancefloor totally sucked! i mean how can people dance when the dancefloor is hella packed and way too small?? it was crazy!<IMG SRC="http://home.villagephotos.com/2003-9/25729/rain1.jpg" BORDER="0" ALIGN="left" WIDTH="100" HEIGHT="96"> we were in the dancefloor for a couple of minutes and we couldn't stand it so we opted to the lobby and walked around the club and chilled =P we saw a couple people from the other night (baby's). one offered for us to join him and his friends at their cabana. haha sweet! afterwards, we went to check <a href="http://n9negroup.com/http_docs/skin/skin.asp">skin</a> at the poolside. the dj was playing hip-hop and once again, the dancefloor sucked! but at least it wasn't that bad compared to the one inside <a href="http://www.vegasstripsearch.com/nightclub/rain.htm">rain</a>. a vast amount of people were there, flocking around the pool, socializing ,and interacting with everyone. the pool looked nice, pretty relaxing, and the weather was just awesome. we finally decided to leave and headed to chinatown for some pho. yummmy!

today, i woke up late. thank goodness i didn't get called in for work! it's (RJ) my nephew's birthday today. i don't even have a gift for him yet, yes im so bad! i should go to <a href="http://www.FaoSchwarz.com ">fao schwarz</a> now that i have a little extra time. gotta go get ready!

LATE NIGHT UPDATE!
RJ's party was fun. after eating and all that stuff at my bro's place, we all went to some kids' party place! here are some pics.
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coolet @ 2003-10-01T03:31:00

2003-10-01T10:29:02Z

i only think of one person everytime i hear this song. thanks for the love u've shared.

By Your Side by Sade

You think I'd leave your side baby?
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave down when you're down on your knees?
I wouldn't do that
I'll do you right when you're wrong
I-----ohhh, ohhh
If only you could see into me

oh, when you're cold
I'll be there to hold you tight to me
When you're on the outside baby and you can't get in
I will show you, you're so much better than you know
When you're lost, when you're alone and you can't get back again
I will find you darling I'll bring you home
If you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
and in no time you'll be fine

You think I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave you down when you're down on your knees
I wouldn't do that
I'll do you right when you're wrong
I-----I, ohhhh, ohhh
If only you could see into me

Oh when you're cold
I'll be there
To hold you tight to me
Oh when you're alone
I'l be there by your side baby

...it's ironic, isn't it?

coolet @ 2003-09-25T22:05:00

2003-09-26T05:13:23Z

it's been a long day today. i had so many things to do at work 'cuz one decided to call-in-sick! now i know how they feel when i do the same hehehe. my back hurts so goddamn much, i must've pulled a muscle. argh! this is killing me, a good massage would really be nice.

i got a phone call earlier from tita becky, asking me if i could help their group out. apparently, their lead singer/soprano is gone for the weekend and now they need me to take her place. i was gonna say no 'cuz my sister's baby shower is this saturday too but she was overly begging me! she's always been nice to me and knowing me, i just couldn't say no. i rushed home after work for a quick shower and met the other singers at tita becky's house for practice. damn, some of the songs were really hard! some of them i haven't even heard before and it sucks that i only have a couple days to learn the songs. i took the music and the cd with me so i could learn and practice, i guess that's what i'm going to do for the rest of my day tomorrow. luckily, i'm off work!

there's a new hospital opening next week which is a couple blocks away from my house. i might consider working there, that's if other plans don't fall into place.

anyway, i just talked to someone and i'm pissed!