[30 May 2004|01:31am] [ mood | guilty ] [ music | dead air ] i've always dreamed and prayed for someone to come along...and now that i think someone deserving is finally here...i'm beginning to feel scared. why can't i allow myself to be happy for once? and to tell it to his face that i'm not ready..crushed him. i blew it, didn't i? 5 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

[02 May 2004|02:34am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | make me whole : amel larrieux ] Just got home from a bbq/drinking session and I'm still wide awake. This is what i get from working graveyard. Anyhow, I was chatting with a friend from PI and found out that my ex, my first love, my childhood sweetheart (*gags*) hehe just got married! Kaya pala he tried to contact me the day before his wedding but i was too busy with work, i didn't get the chance to talk to him. It's too weird 'cuz for some odd reason, i dreamt about him for the past two consecutive nights! I saw some of their wedding pictures and they both looked happy. I'm not bitter or anything, I'm actually happy for him. I'm sure he'll be a good great husband. Here's an excerpt from a song i fell in love with: Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven Your smile could heal a million souls Your love completes my existence You're the other half that makes me whole You're the only other half that makes me whole 4 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

[19 Apr 2004|03:52pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | mix 94.1 ] hello everyone! i'm back! i don't know if this is a good thing or not hahaha but what the heck, right?! i've recently started working 'nights/graveyard' and i must say that i like it better than working days! i miss the nightlife though, hah, like i have such a life hehe. i do like my schedule though, id only be working 3-4 nights/week. im just oh-so-bored right now so im just stopping by to say hi! claire, r u coming next month? george said u better be here! =D ciao! 4 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

[03 Mar 2004|09:20pm] [ mood | crappy ] What a crappy night!

[29 Feb 2004|07:23pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | hey ya! : outkast ] It's been a very long, stressful weekend. I was called in to work OT last Friday. Apparently one of my co-workers took an emergency leave. While at work, I spoke with my manager about changing my shift to 7p-7a. I'm also thinking of working at Surgical Intensive Care Unit. Ahh..decisions, decisions...One more month and i can kiss my social/night life goodbye, heh, like i have one. Around 3pm I got a call from mekz who was here in vegas (connecting flight) for a couple hours, was on his way back to SFO from Virginia. too bad i couldn't meet up with him but i'm glad his dad's doing ok now. Saturday was interesting. I've been chosen to be one of kirsten's godparents. Here's a pic of me and my niece =) A lot of relatives and friends from Phils, Ca, NY, Hi, etc. came to witness that special event. It was quite a thrill seeing stranged old friends and relatives, some i haven't even seen in so many years. And yeah, i got those "where's ur boyfriend?", "tona, u're gonna be next to have ur own kids", when are u getting married?" and one from rene, my bro-in-law..."hah! u'r getting old, u need to get married soon!" It really annoys me when people start making these conversations. Why can't they just leave me alone? We decided to go and check out the bars/clubs and ended up going to ghost bar and bikinis. Hey claire, i know i haven't taken u to bikinis yet...remind me to take u next time u go here!! haha u will love it there, i promise =P hey, it's me while waiting for my ride! it's the 29th! enjoy it while it lasts =) tonight, we're having friends come over for bbq night. u're invited, but then again u're not here. ciao! 4 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

[26 Feb 2004|12:22am] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | when i look to the sky : train ] rain, rain, go away. come again another day.... 2 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

[11 Feb 2004|10:51pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | mix 94.1 =P ] sometimes i just wanna bite her! 4 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

[08 Feb 2004|12:45am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | this love : maroon 5 ] i took japs at mandalay bay to see hilary duff's concert. eversince she found out that hilary duff's having a concert here in vegas, she's been buggin like crazy! "we have to go see it, auntie...u have to promise u'r taking me!" --haha i swear she can be so annoying. it was 8 am, mind u i was still sleeping, when she called my cell just to remind me that tonight will be "IT" and the show doesn't even start 'til 7:30pm! but ofcourse it didn't stop there, she had to call every couple hours just to remind me over and over again! we got to the hotel and the valet/parking garage was full. we had to go to luxor and walk towards mandalay, which wasn't bad..but it was really cold. anyway, we passed by rum jungle..haha oh goodness! bad memories! =/ got to the events center, seated, started to call/text my co-worker 'cuz we were supposed to meet up but she was nowhere to be found. oh well. the show went ahh pretty well. she's not really that of a good singer she can sing but she doesn't have a wide range, i could hear the instrumentalists and the back-up singers more than her on some of her songs (but at least it was live unlike britney who sang along with her tracks *lol*) but she's really cute and the kids totally dig her style lol. i can't believe my niece knew all the lyrics to her songs. got home and found kirsten on my bed. my sister's workin and apparently her husband is out somewhere. she's waking up...i better go cuddle with her hehe. one more week and it's valentine's day! who wants to go out with me? blah! goodnight! 6 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

[04 Feb 2004|11:30pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | here without you : 3 doors down ] edit i'm smart, but not when it comes to love =( he's fucked up so many times in the past and when he asked for another chance, i gave it to him. i gave him one last chance to be with me, and he freakin blew it! he's been constantly disappointing me. now why would i be with someone who doesn't even care about how i feel? ayoko naman maging tanga noh! moving on.... there's this guy, i've known him for 3 yrs now and lately he's been calling/texting. for some odd reason, everytime im having problems with my so-called lovelife..he pops out of nowhere. it's weird..but i dunno, i don't really have time to date, not this soon..but we'll see. /edit 3 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

pictures from the disney show. [26 Jan 2004|09:35pm] [ mood | amused ] Here's Cinderella with her Prince. ( view more pics.. ) 2 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

tgif... [23 Jan 2004|11:45pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | my immortal : evanescence ] I'm glad that this week is almost over, it surely went by fast. I'm off work today so I opted to the fashionshow mall. I've spent 4 hours in that mall and I still have yet to go back and check out the other stores! There were a lot of stores that went on sale and it's really hard to resist such good deals hehe... So there i was walking with all these bags when i accidentally ran into L2 and his girl. I haven't seen him for so long so we just stopped and said hi then he introduced me to his girlfriend. Cheri was right, there's a certain resemblance (maybe it's the hair, or poise, or the way we dress)..but she's much taller so mas bagay sila. Nainggit tuloy ako..hahaha NOT! After shopping, I decided to go check out goldilocks. The store just opened monday, thank goodness..i'll never have to crave for some and get them shipped from cali =P Earlier this evening, I took the brats to see Disney On Ice at The Orleans Arena. It was a lot of fun. Adrian didn't enjoy it as much as Japs did though. He said it was too gay! hahaha wtf?! He kept bugging me the whole entire time to leave Japs so she could go ahead and watch the show while we go to the arcade instead. Luckily, i was able to talk him through it and he stopped buggin...for a while at least! In the middle of the show, this girl playing cinderella, had to do a double flip..adrian goes, "eeww auntie tona, i saw her underwear! gross!" hahaha! i swear he's too funny at times. On a different note, i found something out that sorta threw me off. I don't know why it did but i guess it's just natural to feel that certain way. I knew it would come..i just didn't expect it this soon. But anyway, i've come to realize some things and i guess i'll be fine. 2 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

[22 Jan 2004|08:55pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | calling all angels : train ] I just went to visit my 4-month old niece and oh my goodness! Look how adorable she is! =D ( more of kirsten ) 6 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

ski trip.. [19 Jan 2004|01:11am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | drops of jupiter : train ] Got back tonight from skiing all weekend. I had so much fun although i fell a couple times and my whole body aches like it never did before! =D ( i definitely must do it again...soon! ) 5 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

[16 Jan 2004|12:47am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | you and i both : jason mraz ] I've been so busy lately with work, seminars, my singing group, and other church related activities. ohhkay..the latter seems pretty off 'cuz i don't consider myself that 'religious' but i try to be a good girl anyway =D I was talking to this guy earlier and he pushed the issue of religion. I don't initiate this conversation to anyone 'cuz i know people usually get sensitive when it comes to this topic. Heck, i don't even like talking about it, really. Anyway, he asked me some stuff which i did try to answer to the best of my knowledge and he ended up arguing with me.~ggahh! He obviously didn't like what he heard. It's ski time this weekend. I'm heading to Brian Head, Utah with some friends/co-workers. It's going to be fun! My new niece is finally here! Ang dame ko nang pamangkin! I don't have to have my own, i can just borrow one from my siblings =D ( Here's big brother, adrian with his adorable baby sis, katrina =) ) 4 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

[31 Dec 2003|02:00am] i just wanted to drop by and greet everyone a happy new year! 2 touched my soul | would u sing for me?

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